tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87808743511302920622024-03-13T07:58:42.605-07:00Finding ThinFaith Colemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05741964876879847065noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8780874351130292062.post-80921398331056850072009-09-26T15:44:00.000-07:002009-09-26T15:48:50.475-07:00I'm Still here!<div style="text-align: center;">It feels like I've been gone so long! I got so many messages asking where I am, and instead of replying to each one, I'm just going to make a post.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm Backkk <3<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I had H1N1 (Swine flu). It was absolutely horrible. Probably the sickest I've been in years. But I'm glad I'm finally better :).<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Food wise, I've not been doing so well on either. My mom practically force-fed me for the past couple of weeks. I had so many emotional break downs over eating...that my mom took my computer & phone away and made me sit at the table until I ate everything on my plate, most days it took hours. She said I needed my "Rest". Of course she didn't know that every day she went to work, my boyfriend came over. So at least I wasn't completely isolated.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Went to the doctor this morning and he said I'm doing wayy better.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">So I can get back to my life.!<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Starting restricting tomorrow. (300 Cals Max)<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hopefully my mom will be off my back since I'm going to my dad's house for a few weeks.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Update tomorrow.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hope everything is going good with you guys<3.<br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">P.S. Picture update. I cut my hair. Im not really wild about it, but It's definitely easier to straighten.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Faith<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">xxxx<br />
</div>Faith Colemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05741964876879847065noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8780874351130292062.post-24106431543871306082009-09-18T12:58:00.000-07:002009-09-18T12:58:46.530-07:00Sick.It's friday, finally!<br />
I've been sick since Monday and not able to make it school, which means of course, I HAD to eat.<br />
My mom was watching me like crazy. If I got up to get a glass of water she would ask me "want anything to eat?". And like always, I would say no. But as it gets later she realizes I have had nothing. Sooo...she brings the food to me :/.<br />
Yes, food. A LOT of food.<br />
I told her I wasn't hungry and of course she sat there until I started to eat. Once she was gone I considered throwing it in the trash. No luck there, she took my trash can and put it in my brother's room.<br />
So not a good couple days. I'm thinking I had about 1200-1500 calories each day, which is way higher than my original goal of 400 each day.<br />
But, tomorrow I'm <span style="color: blue;">FREE</span>. My mom is going out of town for the weekend. :) Good and bad. Bad because that means I have the house all to myself, which almost always leads to binging. Fortunately, no one went shopping recently, so no trigger foods in the house.<br />
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Weight today: <span style="color: red;">101</span>. ughh :(<br />
Goal tomorrow: <span style="color: #4c1130;">200</span> cal.<br />
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Hope everything is going well for you guys!<br />
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Faith<br />
xxxxFaith Colemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05741964876879847065noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8780874351130292062.post-84602843643987451012009-09-16T15:07:00.000-07:002009-09-16T15:26:06.239-07:00Goodbye WordPress!As I promised I have moved from WordPress to Blogger since many of you seem to have had problems linking to my blog.<br />Although most of you already know me, here is an overview for those who don't.<br />Beginning at the age of eight until just a couple of years ago I suffered from bulimia. At the time, I was unaware of the risks of purging so it became a daily habit, and sometimes even a 'hobby'. This occurance stopped my freshman year of high school after my doctor (a very close friend of my mom's) said that if I didn't stop purging immediately I would have a high risk of Cardiac arrhythmia, which in most cases results in cardiac arrest. So I did. I gained a fear of throwing up that I still have today and will (hopefully) have for the rest of my life.<br />I maintained my weight of 110 pounds (at 5'0) for about two months and slowly fell into anorexia. I restricted until I was eating a minimum of 100 calories a day which led to losing 5 or more pounds a week.<br />In July 2008, I was forced to go to Renfrew (an eating disorders center) in my hometown. I quickly gained back up to 120. But within only a few weeks of being home I relapsed, 'starving' myself to 100 pounds (which im at now). <br />I don't plan to recover anytime soon ( if ever ). I love the feel of my bones and the high of not eating. I want ever last bit of fat off of me, and I will succeed (:<br /><br />--<br />Faith<br />xxxxFaith Colemanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05741964876879847065noreply@blogger.com